Brittany Rebecca Helton

A Concience Effort……

by on Dec.02, 2010, under Thoughts and Feelings

So, for you, my little girl, I am going to make a concience effort to NOT allow the evil to come in to your celebration of life. You deserve to have this be about YOU, and no one else. You are the one that has left. I am sure that you had a good reason, and after seeing and hearing some of the things that have been going on, I definitely do not blame you for getting out in any way that you thought you could. Unfortunately, it made us sad. We are missing a special part of our lives, but we know that we will see you again one day. I have no doubt that you will be standing at the gate, waiting for me. We will finally have the time that we never had because people chose to take it away from us. I also know that you will be turning away certain individuals from the gates and sending them where they truly belong. They do not deserve to be with you.

I can’t believe that the walk is just a few months away. Seems like it has taken forever to get here. We have so many great things planned to honor you! And then your sweetheart will be coming out in March to visit and to spend some time with us so we can get to know each other. I am very excited to meet him and to get to know him. Afterall, you were going to be married one day. If you loved him, then mom does too. He really loves you so very much and misses you like crazy. Please watch over him. He worries me sometimes and I am not close enough to just hop in the car and drive to him.

I love you my sweet girl. I hope that you are resting… peace