Brittany Rebecca Helton

3 more days….

by on Dec.28, 2010, under Thoughts and Feelings

until this God awful year is over. As much as I would like to forget this entire year ever happened, it will forever be with me.

Last night Ben and I were talking about you and I still find it so strange to say that you died. It does not sound right. It’s not natural. There is just something so wrong about me talking about you being dead and talking about your funeral and the fact that we are never going to physically have you around to talk to or for your sisters to have another older sister to look to for guidance and wisdom. But, you actually have given all of us some wisdom. You have made us all more aware of what you were truly going through and the pain that you endured.

I love you!!