Brittany Rebecca Helton

I give up!

by on Feb.25, 2011, under Thoughts and Feelings

I’m exhausted. I have been sick for so long that I just don’t know what to do anymore. Last night was a very LOOOOONG night with very little sleep. I feel like my heart is going to beat out of my chest. This is not good. Several panic attacks and another one this morning. So much going on in my head that I just don’t know how to sort it out anymore. Between the thoughts of you and worrying about your sisters and work and the dogs and gram and grandpa and Ben and everything else, I feel like I am going to lose it at anytime. I’m tired baby. Right about now I would just like to be with you. To have no worries in the world. To be young and beautiful and carefree and not have to worry or stress about anything. That sounds just about perfect right now.