Brittany Rebecca Helton

Our Weather

by on Apr.08, 2011, under Thoughts and Feelings

We have had some really bad weather the last 2 days. You must not be happy. I am sorry for that. I hope that one day I will be able to make you happy again and take away all the pain that you had to endure while you were still here. I wish for so many things, but mostly to have you back with us and HERE where you belong, not there with the people that are responsible for you being gone now. I hate that you are gone and even if you wanted to talk to me, you cannot now because you left us. I hate that I cannot reach out to you and tell you just how much I love you and that I always did and the things that you were told were not true. They were all lies and I know that you know that now. What I truly wish is that you are no longer suffering and in pain and that you can finally have some peace in your afterlife. I know that we will meet again some day and I will be able to ask you all the questions that have been running through my head for the last 8 months. You were so loved by everyone and we are just at a loss about why you did what you did. We miss you and want you to be happy. I know that you are safe now and that no one will ever be able to hurt you again.

You are one of the 5 loves of my life….