Struggling…..
by Stacey on May.12, 2011, under Thoughts and Feelings
I seem to be struggling with things right now. Especially with dealing with the fact that you are gone. That we are never going to see you again, and the fact that life goes on without you. I struggle with the fact that people tell lies about me and about sissy and that people actually believe those lies. I struggle with the fact that people apologize to people, but NOT to the people they need to be apologizing to. It’s not fair that you truly never knew how much I love you. It’s not fair that you were taken from me, and as hard and as long as I fought, I still lost you. I HATE feeling like I am losing control…and my mind.