another birthday……
by Stacey on Dec.12, 2011, under Thoughts and Feelings
once again we had another birthday without you. Your little sister turned 12 last week and we had her birthday party over the weekend. I can’t believe how big they are getting. They get more and more beautiful every day, just like you and Ashley.
I’ve been thinking about you a lot and wishing you were here. I used to love this time of year, but now it just makes me sad. It took everything I had to put all the Christmas stuff up this year. I was just thinking about this time of year last year and how it was still so fresh that you were actually gone. That all seems like a distant memory at times and other times it feels like we are back to last year. People ask how I am and I say that I’m ‘OK’. I tell them that I have my good days and my bad days.
I love you very much. Rest in peace sweetheart.